Butt,after

     although it had been 31 years we had become bad room mates, no longer interested in each other's lives just there without love or caring, just there until we weren't, the only thing we did as a couple was ignore each other. So even though the separation is difficult in the long run I'm sure now it's the best thing that could have happened.

Roller coaster rides straight to hell

     When she gave me that "go to hell" look I knew I'd be going on an eerie roller coaster ride that I wouldn't soon forget even if I tried.

Consensus of blank

    While visiting with my daughter and grandson we were all in agreement because of today's medication the soon to be EX is f**ked in the head she know longer cares about you, me, us, them, they, we period.

cliff

     With elephant size dreams, and the appearance of a short legged bobtailled pony with a bull-dog face, cliff the dog had dreams of winning the Westminster kennels big prize. He'd grown into young dog-hood knowing that he had the potential of being a champion show-dog, if only he didn't forget his training.
     When he was youngèr he realizes he'd been a tad to hyper but he had mellowed since those days and yearned for the chance to be a Westminster kennel club champion even if it cut into his couch time or laying in front of the wood-burner on the chilly mid-ohïo winter's, if nothing else cliff was dedicated.
     Dedication will get you everything, although cliff seems to have some sort of a death-wish even before he enters the ranks of the Westminster society so tonight please say a prayer for cliff and hopefully he'll make it, all the way to Westminster.

Futility abounds

it's been around 6 weeks more or less since the end of our 31 plus years of wedded bliss and it still hurts like crazy although it is getting easier daily and I am happier on this roller-coaster ride straight ought of hell, but I will be 60. I realize it's the best thing that could have happened considering the past few years and even if she did call,"and at times I guess I still would like that," I'd have to say,"kiss my ****."

         Still,just a second ago, my sister and I were looking at some photo's from a few years ago and wow! The memories.

and now

that i'm older whenever i watch athletic events i have this strange notion that i could probably do whatever sport or whoever the athlete may be better than they're doing it. what a tremendous ass.

although getting older certainly does suck, time definitely has left it's tell tale signs on me aside from shrinking , becoming real,real ugly, finding aches and pains that weren't there when i was younger, and i'm sure there's more that i'm probably forgetting. it's really strange how i can get hurt(have pains) from doing nothing(i don't get it? Getting oldèr is hard work and ît doesn't pay well.

So

   After 31 years of marriage, 2 children, and 3 grand children a truck-load of despair. I've always tried to be a good husband, father, and grandfather, even standing by when she was troubled.